In my dream April 11, 2025…
I found myself led into a small dark chamber by an ascended being. In the middle of this chamber was a tall stone table, and on the table were various fluidic bubbles of various colors.
I asked, “What is this?”
The reply was, “This is a small part of Earth’s matrix. There are things here I must share with you.”
Intrigued, I got closer to see. I counted 14 bubbles in a 2 x 7 grid.
I said, “What do these represent?
The being replied, “Choices. Look at them more closely.”
I leaned in a bit to look at the glowing bubbles. Inside the first bubble, which had a white glow to it, I saw scenes playing out on Earth in rapid fire. I couldn’t easily make out what was happening and there was no sound, just visuals.
But it seemed to me like I was witnessing scenes related to people connecting to the Divine. There were religious scenes in temples, churches, and mosques, people praying, meditation with sound bowls, group chanting, dancing around bonfires, lighting candles, rituals. While examining the scenes, I felt those souls yearning to be connected to Source.
I looked at another bubble, this one had a blue glow to it. In it I saw scenes of people orating, writing, making videos, sharing stories around a campfire. To the left of this bubble, also in blue, I saw people struggling to communicate with each other, anger, misunderstandings, shyness, lying to themselves and to others.
I looked at another bubble at the bottom of the matrix and it had a red glow to it. In this one I saw scenes of people working endless hours, making deals, driving fancy cars, living in fancy houses, and I saw poor people struggling to eke out an existence, homeless, looking through dumpsters for food and begging for spare change.
I looked up at the being and said, “What am I seeing here?”
The being replied, “Look at each more closely and when you’re ready, I want you to touch one of the bubbles that you feel most drawn to.”
I scanned the matrix again. In one of the orange bubbles I saw people struggling to relate to others, to manage their marriages and partnerships, to control and regulate their emotions.
In a yellow bubble I saw people learning, growing, and developing incredible self-esteem and confidence, empowering others, and taking directed action to steer their lives in the direction they wanted to go.
I looked further and there was a purple bubble where I saw energetic beings trying to get the attention of the living, whispering to them what they most needed to hear. And I saw people listening to and acting on those whispers. I saw people who were grounded and people who were floating away from reality.
And then I was drawn to a green bubble. In it I saw scenes of people experiencing physical, emotional, spiritual, and mental suffering. Their souls were in some sort of state of active collapse. I felt their sadness and their desire to surrender and end their misery.
Of all the bubbles on the table, I was drawn to this bubble the most. I reached out to touch it, and there was a moment where the bubble seemed to quiver and undulate, and then it felt like I was sucked straight into it.
I found myself in a dark ocean, the waves crashing down around me, a deafening sound of thunder and flashes of lightning punctuating a storm in the sky. I was flailing, drowning, trying to keep my head above water, unable to even scream for help, all my energy was being spent on simply not drowning. I screamed silently in my mind, “Someone help me!”
And then I was back in the matrix room with the being, but I was on my hands and knees, spitting water, crying, and just trying to breathe.
The being came around and grasped me under my arms and lifted me back up to my feet, speaking calming words and reassuring me that I was okay and intact. It took a few moments to slough off the feelings I had experienced.
Then I said, “What was that?”
The being said, “Suffering.”
I said, “Yeah, no kidding.”
The being said, “Look at the bubble next to that one.” I looked at the green bubble to the right, a little afraid to look too closely lest I be sucked in to another “experience” I wasn’t really ready for.
But in this one I saw people lifting others up, holding their energy, healing them, restoring their energy, buttressing them mentally against the trials that threatened to suck them under. There were counselors, clergy, doctors and hospice workers, therapists, healers, coaches, and people who carried a natural ability to provide love and support.
I asked, “Why are you showing these to me?”
“It’s time to choose a focus for your next lifetime. Once you choose, it will be woven into your essence and help draw your attention to it as you age. Take your time choosing. It will be with you for your entire life.”
I spent what felt like hours looking more closely at each scene in the bubbles. I found I was able to sort through the scenes and focus specifically on one person’s experience inside that matrix. Intrigued I would follow along on their daily journey to see where they struggled and where they triumphed. It was fascinating. I felt like I could spend an eternity just looking through everyone’s perspective.
After a while I noticed I kept coming back to the green bubbles. Healing, wanting to be of service to humanity, connection and love, lifting people out of that dark ocean.
The being asked, “Have you made your choice?”
I said, “Yes, I am drawn to the green bubbles. The suffering and the healing.”
The being led me to another table. There were seven glowing crystal stones on the table. Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple, and white. I also saw two other stones, a pitch-black stone with no glow around it at all, and another stone that was a lackluster neutral beige or cream color.
I didn’t recall seeing black or beige bubbles and looked quizzically at the being, who said, “Those two are not options for you in this life, you needn’t worry about them.” I was incredibly curious about them, but I accepted that what the being told me was true.
Then the being looked at me very intently and said, “Make your choice.”
I reached out confidently and touched the green crystal. It was like a lightning bolt zapped my brain and intense energy coursed through my body. I felt a soft hand touch my forehead and some connection was made with a new voice that said, “We’ve got you.”
I looked back over at the being who seemed to grow infinitely in size and stature. Power radiated from its voice as it looked right into my soul and boomed, “And so you are called!”
Something clicked inside me, like a key locking a door. Then I felt myself whooshing backwards at incredible speed. My memories of my time looking at the matrix were fast being erased; I tried to cling to them but couldn’t maintain the hold.
I felt myself stuffed into a confining shell with access to almost nothing. It was a little disconcerting, and achingly quiet. And then I heard a calm, comforting thump that progressively got louder as I floated in a void, and I stayed focused on that.
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I woke up from the dream and just laid there in my bed cogitating the entire experience. It was profound and powerful. Then I got to writing it all down.
The stones were obviously based on chakras. The ones on the left of the matrix seemed to show the struggle while the ones on the right showed the solutions. It was very yin-yang. There was balance.
I am not surprised that my dream self chose green. I have found in my life that I have touched deeply on both sides of that coin – tremendous suffering and a strong desire to help others who suffer. When you’ve been through difficult times you want to help others who are going through it as well.
What do you think your soul would have chosen? What do you think the black and beige stones were? I have my theories. I invite you to discuss this on my Facebook page.
