If you are feeling suicidal, please seek the assistance of a qualified mental health practitioner as soon as possible. Here is the number for a suicide hotline in the U.S. 1-800-273-8255
Erin often reads for people who are severely depressed or suicidal, and she would love to pass some information on to you from your guides, but you’ll need to book a session with her.
In the meantime, check out these articles which may help right now:
Battling the Desire to Suicide
The Afterlife Experience for Those who Suicide
The Spiritual Consequences of Suicide
How to Find the Light When You’re Drowning in the Dark